♥ you spinned me right round.

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

update - 1st September

it's 1:46 AM, and i still can't sleep.

i can't go online (sufi baby i'm sorry =]) because the broadband's with my sister, while my handphone is being a total jerk =.=

i did play DoTA earlier (yes i play the game so shut up.) but got tired of losing to the AIs (assholes), so i went checking on my old files in my old external harddisk.

dumdedum checking the files~

then, one picture caught my eyes. it was like really, really hidden (well not anymore) and i went, wow.

it was a picture of me and Ella (i just hope you don't mind me posting this x])

the picture was taken during dinner, at.. what was the place called again.. umm.. couldn't remember.

she was a wee different back then. and i was too.

we were happy back then. and she's happier now. (keep it up love. don't ever fall =])

we're okay now i guess. we stay in touch, although it's not that often.

but hey, i do miss her ;] teman, aku rindu kamu.

anyway, now i'm going to blog about yes-you-know-who.

Hjh Ervy Sufitriana (L)

she is petite, kind, adorable (i don't care if you're older than me, you're still adorable ;p), funny, happy-go-lucky, trustworthy and a good friend :]

i got to know her during our practice sessions of the MJ Tribute Event. she's one of the choreographers, along with Zatty (Happy Belated Birthday! ;D).

at first i thought she was that kind of.. ambung.. person (benar, i really did 0.0 don't kick me on Thursday please :p)

but as we talked and talked, i went, "hey.. she's a nice girl.." *smiling widely*
LOL i remembered when she told us the story about The Pink Ping-Pong Ball (oh boy oh boy oh boy!! xD) and we laughed a lot (not because it's funny, but just because she wasted our 10 minutes hearing a story, without any endings 0.0 conclusion: never hear the story about THE PINK PING-PONG BALL from anyone. lol :p)

after the tribute event, we contacted through Facebook (where she stalked for my phone number ;p) and MSN (shoot i want to chat with you =[ )

she always put a smile on my face. always do. be it in Facebook, MSN or text messages, she never fails to make me smile x]

she's going back to UK for her study. 11th September. it's less than 2 weeks. sigh. can i stop the time please? =']

lastly, i just want to say thank you. thank you for being such a wonderful friend. i miss you love :] can't wait to see you, and the others this coming Thursday.

that's it for tonight. i'll be back blogging soon, if i am not busy that is =] hugs for the friends.

&& time just flew by.

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Sunday, 31 May 2009

& i bled myself

seriously, i was bleeding =.='

was cutting some boxes to small cards when i accidently missed the point where i'm suppose to cut and you people know what happened.

that cutter cut my 'ibu jari', deep =.=" and i was bleeding like hell.

didn't told my supervisor though.

he'd found out on his own. and i was right.

he was told by one of the colleagues, and came to me laughing.

hahaha.

that guy. that's why i like that supervisor of mine.

well i only take some plasters off the cashier's cabinet, and..

TADAAA~

haha see? i just wrapped them small plasters around my finger. i don't even know how i should do it, but it stopped the bleeding. that's good right..? =3

haha. i didn't get the chance to took a picture when it bled tho'. too busy trying to stop it from bleeding.

wuw.

well at least i got a shot of some of the blood i spill before the cleaners cleaned it up.

you people, if you'd seen the blood, aish. i think you all would go "WTH!!!"

hahaha. oh well. i better finish this all up :) ouh, two pictures. the first one is a weird, common vegetable.. seriously.

WEIRDDDD, RIGHTTTT??? ;D HAHAHA!

and now, for the girls (;

got that from a vegetable, sawi of a kind (x whee~

that's that. i have to go to sleep. goodnight people.

Something about you. That makes me feel bad. I wasn't there when a thin line. Destroyed your soul.

I search every corner. There's nowhere to hide. How I feel ignorance. Sacrifice some days it's harder. Let's face it, it's all about me. Deeply into your own.

Deep within me. Life's crawling and wasting my days. Another night gone and I know there will be another way. I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye.

Something about you. Will make me stronger. Now I'm aware when a man falls. Rebound, my fault.

I search every corner. There's nowhere to hide. How I feel ignorance. Sacrifice some days it's harder. Let's face it, it's all about me. Deeply into your own.

Deep within me. Life's crawling and wasting my days. Another night gone and I know there will be another way. I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye, goodbye.

Here I wanna be (no more lies) Here I wanna be (no more lies) Here I wanna be, here I wanna be (no more lies) Here I wanna be (no more lies) Here I wanna be.

Deep within me . Life's crawling and wasting my days. Another night gone and I know there will be another way. I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye, goodbye.

Deep within me. Life's crawling and wasting my days. Another night gone and I know there will be another way. I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye.

- Within Me by Lacuna Coil

& for a reason i think it's better.

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Friday, 29 May 2009

& back to blogging.

gahh it has been a very busy week for me T.T

started working at somewhere. well it has been two weeks, and thank god the job is okay. made new friends, and working there is a great experience (; baie banarrr. haha. only my colleagues faham ni ;p

last 18th was my birthday. yeah. im 19 now. gahh i feel old =.='
i was about to post before midnight of 18th but, my phone broke down and i lost my notes =.= iagfasefiafjakhlstupidddasssphoneee. i cant wait to get a new one. sheesh.

i am still not okay i think (: mahn i miss my old friends. including her too. yeap. i miss you. hee. oh well. she's happy. i should be happy for her too. and yes i am trying to move on, don't worry.

and btw, thanks to the people who greets me on my birthday. on my facebook wall. by text messages. no one called me but it's okay. thank you friends and family (; and btw, RADI WAHID, kamu HOT! :D hahaha benar aku suka bha. idc if he's a guyyyyy. i like him (y) whee~ now don't get me wrong people. i am still a straight guy. suwearr ;p haha.

okay i think i'll stop here. maybe i'll blog only once a week because of me working but umm, i'll try to blog as soon as i could (; hehe. goodnight people.

& to think that i already lost my hopes.

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Sunday, 10 May 2009

and it's bff month.

7th May

special day. why? well..

Happy 20th Birthday Bestfriend!!

ohhh shooot you're getting olderrrr ;D now this girl right here, we go wayyyyyy back, kan kan kan dear? ;D hahaha. mahn, she's my bestmate, bestfriend, intan payungkuuuuu. and bestie, yknow i'd do anything for you, kan? (; and again, happy birthday! may god bless, and be happy love (x

Happy 2nd Gaymonthsary!!

gaha. okay, this girl is my gaymate. a bestie. and yes, she needs me, and i need her. gahhaaa. a great girl, friend and family.

nha, you wrote me lyrics in your blog. i'll write you up something, and i wrote it myself (;

& at times like this that i need you.
for all the times we've been through.
those hard times we had.
those fun times we played.

& let the winds just blow our feet.
and off we fly above the clouds.
let us hold hands.
side by side.

& i will say, always.
that i care.
that i need.
that i love.

& a friend like you is never common.
one of the hardest thing i'd ever try to find.
a good friend indeed.
a good friend in need (;

gahaa, done ;p anyway, i am blessed having you both as my friend. thank you (:

& all i ever need is you.

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Friday, 6 March 2009

updates

whoa ive went away benar2 didnt i? hahahaha

well here's the updates.

27th February

nothing interesting.. dvd's.. ps2.. sega..? -.-'

28th February

again.. nothing interests me..

1st March

hmmm... i am missing someone (:

2nd March

BST Aptitude Test!

I PASSED!! =D

& it's a happy annie for me and her (': i never forget. i would never. i still love you x'D

3rd March

BST Interview!

& it didnt go as well as i thought it would.. sigh..

4th March

Certificate Presentation at MTSSR, my license is out today...

whew, only a 3 hour class and i got my fucking license! hahaha!

5th March

too much tabletennis. my back hurts -.-'

6th March

went to my old house, doing some cleaning.. and my back hurts more -.-"

well that's it. malas kan type banyak-banyak (;

i'll just write things next time. goodnight.

& i still dream of you (:

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