Thursday, 30 April 2009
it hurts (:
" yees, because i dont wanna like you or be close friends with you.
fullstop."
fullstop."
that was the last text she sent me. idk why, but i just want to be friends (': oh well. i better not make this a very long thing to write. i respect her still. and im not lying anymore (: thank you, teman (:
& i hope you live forever, my friend.
Labels: random
life (:
well, basically it sucks. serious shit.
idk what i should be taking, ITB or that BST scholarship. i mean that scholarship's cool, i can go UK, Japan and Korea afterwards. and ITB, the course im taking is under Internet and Multimedia, which is one of my interests.
sigh. still looking for a job. nada bha. shial =.= i need money. seriously.
and and i miss my old life (: haha. i know i shouldn't be, but hey, i miss it. like entah, i was happy. well now i'm not. got the point? mahn i would give anything to be happy again.
and and i miss my old life (: haha. i know i shouldn't be, but hey, i miss it. like entah, i was happy. well now i'm not. got the point? mahn i would give anything to be happy again.
see that? i think a lot ;p hahaha. stupid ass guy looking out of the window. you had your chances and you blew it. thanks a lot (:
anyway i should be going i guess. having an interview later (; toodles.
anyway i should be going i guess. having an interview later (; toodles.
*SCREAMMSSSSS*
& suppose that i miss you (:
Labels: random
Monday, 20 April 2009
one night to remember
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY WAFIY!! XD
this video is taken from his birthday party. and mahn was it wild. with all those lasers and smokescreens, gahhhhh!!
I HAD A GREAT TIME!! XD
and oh yeah, to that girl whom i pulled from the sofa, can i have your number? XP GAGAGAGA.
well shitty things happened before the party so i'm not gonna blog about it (:
and to wafiy darls..
"SOMEBODY'S GONNA GET LAIDD...!"
HAHAHAHAHA!!
blame hadi baby. he started it :p whee~
okay i'm off.
& i love dancing with you (:
Labels: diary, entertainment, random
Saturday, 18 April 2009
& it's karma.
its never meant to be (:
& like an arrow piercing my heart.
Labels: random
Thursday, 16 April 2009
when i say..
i'll wait.
and you'd say..
move on.
now i know why.
i was so fucking annoying.
yes i was.
and i still am.
haha.
why'd i say that?
because people are leaving me one by one, thats why.
don't say that's not true.
i can see it.
well its too late for that now, aint it? (:
buhbye friends.
& still, i lied.
Labels: random
Monday, 13 April 2009
rock-a-doodle-do
woke up with a headache and my right arm, and shoulder just went gahhhhhhhhhh! =.='
sakit.
as the usual morning carwash, and i asked Qawi to drive for me (i was reallyreally tired, and sleepy) and mahn he can drive. like the car went down the hill really fast, macam itu initialD, but here's the thing.. it went backwards. seriously =.=' we got to school and i was like, "weh, aku drive," with my 'mahn-i-dont-wanna-die-early' face. qawi my friend, you better practice your balancing mahn ;D
well went to pantai meragang after lunch with the friends, hangout a bit, then we went ZOOOOOOOOOMMMMM on the highway xD coolies, my front tire's worn out.
and then.. picked up adeq from school, went home, played tabletennis as the usual. and....
i played under the rain xD whee~
and my head hurts even more =.='
well thats it for today. too tired to type. i need to sleep.
sakit.
as the usual morning carwash, and i asked Qawi to drive for me (i was reallyreally tired, and sleepy) and mahn he can drive. like the car went down the hill really fast, macam itu initialD, but here's the thing.. it went backwards. seriously =.=' we got to school and i was like, "weh, aku drive," with my 'mahn-i-dont-wanna-die-early' face. qawi my friend, you better practice your balancing mahn ;D
well went to pantai meragang after lunch with the friends, hangout a bit, then we went ZOOOOOOOOOMMMMM on the highway xD coolies, my front tire's worn out.
and then.. picked up adeq from school, went home, played tabletennis as the usual. and....
i played under the rain xD whee~
and my head hurts even more =.='
well thats it for today. too tired to type. i need to sleep.
& maybe i lied (:
Labels: diary
Saturday, 11 April 2009
another Brunei's rappers
presenting..
MicBandits!!
now now, they're one of the coolest rappers in Brunei, and thanks to Ella for 'introducing' me to them xp hahaha. very original, seriously.
MicBandits!!
now now, they're one of the coolest rappers in Brunei, and thanks to Ella for 'introducing' me to them xp hahaha. very original, seriously.
Labels: entertainment
Thursday, 9 April 2009
a new song
these are some of the lyrics i made.
its just the draft, so yeah.
dance under the moonlight
the wounds deep inside you,
dont hold it back
one by one
dont bear it alone
nobody blames you for being who you are
now fly in grace
flee to the melody
and you will find a place
where your sorrow will heal
now fly away
under the moonlight
engrave the rhythm you desire
and dance to the song
you are who you are
as you spread your wings
you search for an answer
that no one knows
eternally
i will be shining upon you
wherever you go
i continue to hope
i will protect you
now fly in grace
flee to the melody
and you will find a place
where your sorrow will heal
now fly away
under the moonlight
engrave the rhythm you desire
and dance to the song
done (:
Labels: lyrics